I love free periods. It’s my time during school to go on tumblr & text my girlfriend without a worry of a teacher taking my phone :)
I just want to make you happy.
I just want to make you smile for the entire day.
I just want to make you feel secure.
I just want to make you feel loved & wanted every second of the day.
Maybe that’s my downfall, maybe I care too much.
Could it be that I’ve forgotten how to get back to where we were because all I do is treat the symptoms & not the cause ?
I need you to remember the good times that we’ve shared & not let them go.
I need you to recognize my attempts as acts of love, not as failures.
I need you to realize that I’m trying to be everything you need me to be.
But sometimes I can’t be what I need myself to be. And right now, I feel as if I need myself to find me for you.
So, my friend wants me to go to the gym with him today. Normally, I would because he’s helping me get bigger. But today is not a normal day since I feel a bit under the weather. For some reason I felt sick the other day & now my allergies are really kicking in. My nose will not stop running & I’m extremely congested. It sucks.
Oh well. Babygirl comes home today :D I’m so excited to see her again.